a catbird is going crazy…

by dishpantheism

a catbird is going crazy outside my window. shrieking in the dark. last night as sister and i went for a walk i heard a mockingbird singing. the mockingbird repeats his stolen songs in threes. the catbird doesn't. 

sister has gone to the city. i will be in mexico before she returns so we said our good-byes this afternoon. i'll miss my wee hermanita. but of course i miss her when she goes abroad. the difference this time is that i'll be doing the traveling. i have a wicked case of nerves. have had for weeks now. traveling does this to me. i enjoy traveling but if i think about it too much ahead of time i just want to crawl into the earth. anxiety. the ipod will save me.
wellidy. must to sleep. and so.